Monday, January 28, 2013

Past, Present, and Future

Oh me oh my! I looked at the last time I posted something on my blog... and just about died!
A month.
 A whole whoppin' month. A month were I have entered into my last semester of High school, the beginnings of play rehearsal, the joining of the  Younglife College Bible Study.
I came to the realization a few days ago..
(who would of thought it would have taken this long to figure out)!
Let me tell you darlin' I'm scared, excited, and nervous all at the same time!
There's driving, college next semester, an open house to plan, school to finish, lines to memorize, 
and needless to say figuring out what I'm going to do with my life!

I had it all figured out,
 I was going to be a Vet technician, and get my degree at the community college.
They decided ( the college) that they weren't going to add the program until 2015!!
 I pretty much died when I heard that!
I mean seriously, I have to wait two years! When my plan was to be done with college with my degree by 2016..

By then after hearing this news, I was like"Okay God, this is totally not funny! 
I had my life all figured out I was going to be done with college, have a job all in a matter of 3 and a half years, why did this have to happen!"

And believe me, I'm still asking God why.
that word can mean so much, when it's only three letters.

Sometimes our plans, our what we think is brilliant plans, get turned on their head, and in response to that, what are we suppose to do?

    Let me tell you what I'm going to do.
I'm going to go to the community college as planned, and get my general education under my belt. 
but in the meantime I'm going to 

Wait, rely on God to show me what to do, to put my future, my plans, that I've made into 
His Almighty Hands

God knows what he's doing people, I mean come on! 
He created you, he knows what you are doing every hour of the day, He knows your beginning and your end.

 Do you think that the God of the universe, could handle something as simple as your future?

I think yes.

"For I know the plans I have for you,"declares the Lord "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and future" 
Jeremiah 29:11